패닉: 내 낡은 서랍 속의 바다
in my sea profound sorrow and vain worries turmoil
the world's cold bite blowing above those waves make my heart freeze over
sometimes when even crying alone is too tiring
i close my two eyes as if going to sleep
then- my sea in that tranquil place
i descend heavily and look at myself
am i this foolish have i not grown an inch
did i continue to lose the laughter of my childhood days
even the memories that lay in ruin in my wretched world
are they parts of my life that i cannot forsake
the sea that when i was young i continued on endlessly
and worn out fell to my knees
where i used to dig into the sand so soft
now is a deep wound
you and i so happy and in love
just the thought would make me smile in many dreams
all of those things- entrusted in those large waves
went away somewhere and won't come back now
with both hands clenched in fists i wipe
the tears that flow because i am too small in front of the sea
i used to dream many dreams
now i just hold back in fear of seeing myself
what i used to see then i probably can't see
but still i close my eyes
now with both eyed shut i close once again
the deep sea within my battered drawer
the world's cold bite blowing above those waves make my heart freeze over
sometimes when even crying alone is too tiring
i close my two eyes as if going to sleep
then- my sea in that tranquil place
i descend heavily and look at myself
am i this foolish have i not grown an inch
did i continue to lose the laughter of my childhood days
even the memories that lay in ruin in my wretched world
are they parts of my life that i cannot forsake
the sea that when i was young i continued on endlessly
and worn out fell to my knees
where i used to dig into the sand so soft
now is a deep wound
you and i so happy and in love
just the thought would make me smile in many dreams
all of those things- entrusted in those large waves
went away somewhere and won't come back now
with both hands clenched in fists i wipe
the tears that flow because i am too small in front of the sea
i used to dream many dreams
now i just hold back in fear of seeing myself
what i used to see then i probably can't see
but still i close my eyes
now with both eyed shut i close once again
the deep sea within my battered drawer
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